Hi,

we are Linn and Leif-Conrad. Two vulnerable, tired, beautiful human beings, who want to form a community. We wish to co-create this community, and seek others who want deep connection, metalevel overview and creating the ingredients necessary for inner and outer growth.

Leif-Conrad:

Some of the skills and ideas that I find helpful are NVC, especially compassion by forexample Robert Gonzales. Internal Family Systems and lastly Spiral Dynamics, where I have found Torquoise inspiring. Still, I want to take what is useful to me and not follow anyone, but create my own path.

Moreover I owe my existence and my life to the Universe. And concretely, Linn has been an enormous influence in my life. Living in a ‘safe’ society, with food, economic stability and living conditions also supports the kind of inner change I am craving inside.

What I deeply long for are more people that have the same frequency as me and Linn, that want a similar level of inter- and intrarelational growth. How its done and what we need is of secondary concern to me, but having the longing for something outside of the box and the will to see it through is necessary. If you like to call it the whisperings of Gaia, or the genetic calling to evolution, or something else, you are very welcome.

The blind men and the elephant is a useful metaphor in this regard, but lacking. I believe that it is possible to connect and share lots of information without having to speak about it. And I want to be in a hub where we explore and fascillitate growth, healing and safety for each other, and do what is necessary to find the best outlet for our deepest, inner voice. And at the same time be a soul family, a deeply connected «we».

Linn:

I am a sensitive, introverted change-maker. I am writing this with the hopes of finding my soul-family. I long deeply for community. For deep long-lasting bonds with others, and living and learning together. The depth of this longing seems impossible to put into words.

It is with a sense of both nervousness and eagerness that I write this. What will this lead to? Who knows. Right now it feels really good to acknowledge my dreams.

More about me: I live in Norway, with my partner who I met almost five years ago. I was born in Norway and have lived here all my life. I value authenticity and have great capacity for authentic communication – with compassion. Being able to understand myself and others better through internal work, in collaboration with others, is something I find very rewarding.

Two years ago I had a Kundalini-awakening and I’ve been doing intense internal work ever since. The friendships I had fell away quickly at that time, and the one relationship that remained and came through stronger is the one with my partner. Right now I am at a place where it intuitively feels right to put this out there, and at the same time I feel really stressed when thinking about even talking to someone. So, I long for community, but am intensely sensitive, and need to take it slow.

The relationship I share with my partner is a source of inspiration and a catalyst for growth for me. I have also found a deep appreciation for the sharing of the everyday life, and all that that entails. This has given me the courage to allow myself to dream big, and connect with my deepest longings. And the longing for connection, reciprocity, nurturing and co-creating in community is what I am connecting with in myself.

I long to put down roots somewhere and grow into the big, beautiful tree that I sense I have the potential to become. Right now I am a seed bursting with energy. I long for the land and people that is an energetic match, where what I have to offer is welcomed.


In order to bloom I need softness and nurturing. I have great capacity when it comes to energetic and emotional work. I am all about process-work, and with that comes an allowing of things to take its time.

For the right community I am willing to move across the world. However I realise there would be many steps to get to that point. Building the trust that it takes both ways is something I am both nervous about taking on, and also eager to do.

To the reader of this, fellow seekers, others with similar longings:
In communication we strive for equality, reciprocity whilst also being self-responsible and taking care of ourselves. As we hope you will too. If this resonated with you send an e-mail: lrebni@gmail.com / leif_conrad@hotmail.com.

You can also take a look at our community page.

https://www.ic.org/directory/integral-leadership-group-conciousness-shift/

Kind regards

Leif-Conrad and Linn